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Thought it was about time to modify this, so here we go...

I'm Hikaru, born in 1993 (make your own calculations please), and I'm a sad lonely person who spends way too much time online because she has no friends in real life. Not even being sarcastic here, I do spend too much time in front of my laptop -should probably do something about that. There are a few people I /do/ consider my friends, but I can never tell if it's mutual so... xD

Anyway, the main purpose of this journal is to have a space where I can rant without my mother finding it and reading it. Not joking. The old lady kept checking my journal, so I had to move here, use a false name, and write in a language she doesn't understand to get past her radar. Ha. One of the things I rant about is my family. Luckily for you, I friend-lock that shit most times.

On May 11th, 2014, 10:07 pm (GMT -5) I posted my first fanfic ever. Still doing that on a semi-regular basis. I never lock fics, unless I'm ashamed of them for any reason.

I used to have a little list of things about me here, but I figured that most people won't take the trouble to read it/care about it. I'll tell you the basic info though: I like Arashi. Sakurai is my favorite. I'm not good at fangirling, sometimes I even wonder why I'm a fangirl, but I guess not everything in this life can be explained through logic (though I wish it was like that). I accidentally read a book on a personality disorder (AvPD), and I ended up crying because it was like reading about my own life. I'm extremely scared of dogs and, more recently, crowds. I love making lists. I procrastinate too much. I like seeing guys wearing dresses/skirts, especially cute Japanese idols/actors.

And... that's all I can think of atm xD

I don't mind if people want to add me as their friend. I actually feel very happy whenever someone adds me/leaves a comment on my posts (it's fine if you don't do either of those). Just don't expect me to add you back, unless you ask me to.

If you have any doubts, or whatever, just contact me. I'm always around (LOL).

-H
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Current Location: The headquarters :3
Current Mood: blahblah
Current Music: I'm listening to some guy's asmr video on youtube. This is heaven xD
 
 
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Hell-o!
I know, I'm totally changing the contents of this post bahahahahaha!
From now on... this shall be the "masterpost"!
I know, it's not the prettiest masterpost out there, but what can I do? xD I'll make it prettier in the future ^^U

There are some warnings though. Here we go...

1. English is NOT and will never be my first language. I do my best to check that I'm using the right words and structures and whatever, but I'm not perfect. And I don't have beta-readers for my fics, unless otherwise stated.

2. I like getting feedback. Leave me a comment saying whatever is on your mind. Or don't do it. I don't mind silent readers, really.

3. I tend to write a lot of stuff before my posts xD Feel free to skip that if you want (although I'd rather you didn't! I do like talking to people in the comment section :))

4. If a fic is marked "FRIEND-LOCKED!" and we're not friends, sorry! You can't read it (and I won't be adding you just because of one fic). There are reasons why I chose to lock them after all.


Okay, keeping that in mind... click on the cut to find what you're looking for here!

Hey there, I am the cut! ^w^ Yoroshiku!Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Love Wonderland - Arashi
 
 
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22 March 2017 @ 04:37 pm
I've been sick for the last... hmm... week? I think it's since Friday, but I could be wrong.
Anyway, in case you don't hear from me later, that means I collapsed in front of my laptop xD
(No kidding, my face hurts a lot rn :((((((((((((((( this cold might be more than a cold after all...)

See you around :)

-H
 
 
Current Location: in a cold, cold place...
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: I've been hearing Green Day's "Say Goodbye" in my head for days, and it's getting kind of creepy, please stop?
 
 
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I'll blame my brief tumblr phase last December for this xD
Idk how, but I ended up checking lists of prompts for specific situations... and stumbled upon a list of prompts for ex-lovers. Cool.
Also have a couple more lists but eh... one at a time is better, I guess hahaha!

Anyway...
The pairing tagged in the fic is the focus of the story... but they're ex-lovers :P
They may or may not get together again. We'll see about that!
And here it goessssss!

MY HEAD'S ABOVE THE RAIN AND ROSES MAKING MY WAY AWAY MY WAY TO YOUUUU! -sings Hikaru at 1am. Heh.Collapse )
 
 
Current Location: nowhere
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Still Breathing - Green Day
 
 
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18 March 2017 @ 06:52 pm
HELLO!
Nothing new here, just me checking my list :P

First list of the year!Collapse )
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Current Location: under the blankets :<
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Music: I have "Outlaws" by Green Day in my mind right... and also "Say Goodbye" xD
 
 
 
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17 March 2017 @ 01:07 am
Hello everyone! :D
Last year, I wanted to make a game with fics. It took me too long though, and I was only able to finish it now, haha!

How does it work? Well, it's pretty simple. I wrote 10 fics, each of them featuring a different main pairing. However, the main pairing isn't together in the end (because they break up or don't get together or... whatever, something happens). The point of the game is that the players (aka you) can complete the fic with whatever they want, as long as it really works as a continuation for the fic (meaning: that you don't just ditch the whole story xD).

It's not mandatory for readers to write a continuation of course. You can just consider the fic "complete" and read it. I must warn you that you might not like the ending (unless you're in the mood for angst and/or misunderstandings?)

I do plan on writing my own endings but... that might take time xD It'd be fun to see how many different endings one story can have... that is if anyone plays haha!

Some of the fics already have endings! If you decide to read them, I advise you to check them :D

Anyway, I made some rules. They're included in all the posts for the game, so I'm pasting them here too :)

[CLICK HERE FOR THE RULES]
- There's a fic under the cut. It is exactly 1400 words.
- The fic is mainly about ONE pairing *points at userpic* BUT!!! They're not exactly together. You'll see why. By the end of the fic, there will be a hint of ANOTHER pairing.
- Now here's what you must do→ Write a continuation of this. You can choose the POV of any of the three people involved. And you can give it any direction you want: either the tagged pair, the untagged pair, neither of them, both of them (!!!) Sky's the limit! :D It doesn't have to be anything long, but if you can manage anything over 100 words that'd make me very happy :P You can post it in your journal (give me the link in that case~), or just in the comments :D
- In some cases, it may seem like I'm hinting a possible direction. You don't have to follow it. As a matter of fact, it'd really please me if you wrote something that didn't coincide with whatever it seems I'm hinting. Although... if you want to follow that direction, you can most definitely do so!
- What do you win? My gratitude and friendship? :D? Okay, okay... I might be inclined to make something nice for you if you come and play ;) You just need to ask~ (warning: it might take A LONG TIME before I finish it, so... do it at your own risk xP).
- There's a deadline for the game: You can reply to ANY round until three weeks after I post the last round.


With that out of the way, I'll make a list here of the posts for the game (links on the title of each post, indicated in italics under "ROUND #...") PLUS links to the endings that I have so far (which might be in the posts' comment sections, but I thought it'd look more organized to list them here too).

Click on the cut if any of this sounds remotely interesting to you xD
THE CUTCollapse )
 
 
Current Location: hiding under the rock
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: nothing
 
 
H
16 March 2017 @ 10:27 pm
Lord...
I honestly thought this day wouldn't come... because... well...
It's been over a year, wow.

I AM SO HAPPY :'D

For the ones who don't know what I'm talking about, this is the "complete the messy fic" game (which finally has a name!!!! thank you to my dear negai for helping xD) I wanted to do last year... but didn't finish because I got too carried away with fics. Yeah.
Click on the spoiler cut to know how to play, in case this is your first time here/don't remember.
[CLICK HERE FOR THE RULES]
- There's a fic under the cut. It is exactly 1400 words.
- The fic is mainly about ONE pairing *points at userpic* BUT!!! They're not exactly together. You'll see why. By the end of the fic, there will be a hint of ANOTHER pairing.
- Now here's what you must do→ Write a continuation of this. You can choose the POV of any of the three people involved. And you can give it any direction you want: either the tagged pair, the untagged pair, neither of them, both of them (!!!) Sky's the limit! :D It doesn't have to be anything long, but if you can manage anything over 100 words that'd make me very happy :P You can post it in your journal (give me the link in that case~), or just in the comments :D
- In some cases, it may seem like I'm hinting a possible direction. You don't have to follow it. As a matter of fact, it'd really please me if you wrote something that didn't coincide with whatever it seems I'm hinting. Although... if you want to follow that direction, you can most definitely do so!
- What do you win? My gratitude and friendship? :D? Okay, okay... I might be inclined to make something nice for you if you come and play ;) You just need to ask~ (warning: it might take A LONG TIME before I finish it, so... do it at your own risk xP).
- There's a deadline for the game: You can reply to ANY round until three weeks after I post the last round.


Just as a reminder: you don't have to play if you don't want. You can read the fic as it is... just gotta warn you it won't be a happy one ^^U
Anyway, here we goooo!

ROUND 10: SHO/NINO + 1Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: Too Close - Trapt
 
 
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15 March 2017 @ 11:56 pm
Hello everyone! :D
Here's... this! :D

THIS!Collapse )
 
 
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: nothing
 
 
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Sup, everyone!
I am back! :D
It's been a week and one day! I haven't decided on a schedule for this fic yet, so please bear with me in the meantime xDDDDD
Anywaaaaay! The fic!
Not sure if this chapter is too slow... or the opposite... actually no, there's no way it could be the opposite, LMAO. So yeah, maybe it's slow.
Whatever, here you go!

DOSCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: sillysilly
Current Music: so... there's a song stuck in my head, but I don't actually know the title like ???? why?
 
 
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08 March 2017 @ 10:00 pm
Sup!
So... I'm here again :D
Don't get too used to regular updates. Things might go back to chaos depending on how uni treats me, lmao!
Anyway... here we are!
Doing a little time jump in this chapter btw. Keep in mind that the word 'little' is relative xDDDDD

CHAPTER 5, YOCollapse )
 
 
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: I can heard DRIVE on repeat inside my head like "DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE...." and idek whyyyy???